I know how I act sometimes, I know how I talk always in that same monotone voice,I know in a conversation I seem to talk more at you that with you. I don't know any other way though. Talking to other people with the same condition is hard for me because I see the same mistakes I make everyday in the person I'm talking to. I'm trying to improve but it's a slow process. Weirdly friends have remarked that when I've been drinking I enter a state where I don't act drunk but rather act like a normal person.