This wasn’t really asking for a “sign,” but I was going through a lot and in a really shitty and dark place, like the kind of place I honestly wasn’t sure I’d survive. I was teetering on the edge of despair and genuinely going down the path towards doing something insanely drastic. I basically just asked the universe for help one day while in the middle of another crying episode and I had this strange, sunny feeling kind of leak into the darkness I was harboring inside of me.
The next day, by chance, I met my group of friends on a video game I played regularly at the time. They lived in an entirely different city and had entirely different lives from me but we all just… clicked. It took a month or two for me to settle into that friendship and understand that they were gonna stick around, and they’ve been my best friends for three years now. Some of my best memories are from that first summer that I knew them.
I genuinely don’t think I would have survived that time in my life had I not met them. I was feeling incredibly alone and I was trying to come to terms with a lot of things all at once. I’m infinitely grateful for them, and I can’t help but think that the universe was listening that day when, as a last ditch effort, I asked it for help.